going big

Never, in my wildest dreams, I thought I'd get to make this much memories thus far. I knew there would be gems of a moment galore, but not like this.

getting new lens for my camera has made me more excited about artistic photos

my boys having quality time with a bunch of amazing people, nyle for one example

being surrounded by fun people and having a chance to have stimulating conversation about art

the beauty of floating freely

watching my boys grow with confidence, especially with this one (wearing hat from @exploresawyer on IG)

As we reach our 74th month in January, our time at the beachfront site has to end. I'm so glad we picked this month to truly call it a home because it felt like years, several lifetimes actually, that we've "lived" here. 

this is the beach life pc: eitan k

I had a strong feeling that this month would be a good start to the year of 2018. So many new doors would open and opportunities will arise. My knowing it became a truth in advance and now, it's a reality. 

one of my favorite #thatscarlettdress project/series I just started doing

this dress looks good on ANYONE, really pc: eitan k

yes, I geeked out when I could photograph Tate Tullier of Tate Tullier Photography, he's my role model... especially with doing WHAT you want to do (artwise) check out his tubtime with tate series!!

another favorites of mine for the #thatscarlettdress series

I absolutely vow to fully throw myself into being an artist and to live as one. To give myself that chance at that lifestyle, to be able to soak into my passion freely. I am very excited to see what will become of myself. I dubbed my studio at home as the falling phoenix based on a song by Josh Groban, Let Me Fall. Here's the chorus to the song:

Let me fall 
Let me climb 
There's a moment when fear 
And dreams must collide 

Someone I am 
Is waiting for courage 
The one I want 
The one I will become 
Will catch me 

go big shirt by explore sawyer @exploresawyer on IG

So, I am falling freely and going big. Wish me luck.